hurm kind of tiring day of course

today i am expecting less day dreaming as if. it is all about contradicting all my hase of knowledge that seems to lean on a terrible mattress. hey so keep in touch with all the unstoppable obligatory works that me supposed to do !!!! daa get move now my dear !!!! exacly the tempting thought that succumb my tribute has come to the beggining now. hurm it seems to make me wondder and wonder do i need to begin my journey with my own way of life like work har stimulate hard and play hard with my daily life . sometimes it does not make sense. of course i am not the only one that always sorrounds with such dilemma of life . inhabitants of acknowledgements is tremendously unsupervised now. so what i supposed to do?? do i need to change my daily life routine with that kind of boring and so lumby work around or do i need to ...what so ever. it does not make sense !!! i am turning to a turnip this year....turning to big sleepy head and turning to the lazy sloth i think so...hahahaha terrible is it !!! oh allah stop me from mumbling with these bloggggggg

hurm sometimes working so much with thoughts makes us the stupendious irredicular person you know. somehow the second thought is the best because they tend to easily forget when we neglet their existence. hence i try to break all the news that i need to know. hey now i mumbling alone with the laptop .......i want to get married ..to have triple degree and have masters in MBBS then i want to have money and be solehah women that rally took care of my families ...owww that superb but i must start day dreaming form now...so stop dayreaming lah and WORK ASMUCH AS POSSIBLE....shittt i need to do now or never dude...........owww what !!!!! i am still in my sand castle and do not know how to start actually.... i know my potential but it seems to fade with my mood..let say today and tomorrow i do not have the damm mood so the other next day i will stop being hardworking and bla bla bla...then i STOP with half journey of path shitttt i gone to mad and too far. tiringly of course but the way i get life is not enough... i need to relax and study yessss. i could YESSSS I COULDDD... YESSSSSSSSSSSSS

see th road is near to see but i must walk in order to reach or i have to run