what !!! a tiring day

seems i always end up with many deadlines. studying , driving , and even settle down for many chapters of futhur readings....plus even a day i did not eat because i buzy with my days. today the lecturing was so pack and i even turned saturated in mind. asking questions with writing notes, digesting all informations as many as i can . nevermine farehah you just be optimistic as i can whenever it goes-in order to have life with flying colours we must struggle and learned in all the way round us. people bad mouth, people that have sickening mind that always envy with other people's life. no one tend to be very perfect in his/her life. always be optimistics is one of confidential qualities that we should all have. I LOVE MY FAMILY AND I LOVE HIM THAT I DID NOT EXPECTED WILL COME INTO MY LIFE THAT BEFORE WAS BEEN BETRAYED . since i have so much things to update, i need to be very properly deliberate my path in secure. it is not easy to settle down all hurdles that sometimes are like SHIT..hahah typically nonsense but life is not easy

     likewise i want to mention in here MY LIFE IS NOT EASY, I AM NOT CHEAP AND NOT EXPANSIVE. SO WHAT???..HEHEHE a complete continuation in my words are absurd..hah seems like i keep mumbling with my blog .

huh.....what a messy day

it seems like i want to procastinate all my task which involved with lab reports and also with the futhur readings and homeworks and etc...bla bla bla....terrible i need to it in rush. what a total messy day. guess what i think i dont sleep today and maybe i sleep for only 2 or 3 ours only. before i started to continue my task that i have not yet finish, i have some of little chit chat with my housemate and her partner-the restaurant owner at Sentul....we talk alot about football and also about cars exspecially sport cars and the executive one . he admires the CLK and Brabus but thing is he have S series mercedes why must wasting for another car.....better he gave the money to us-belanja makan tengok wayang ker berguna jugak....wahahaha... then this MR.Danas-he open Danas restaurant at Sentul-he's the bos....he still very stubborn to buy new car until then i say sir, no need to buy better you just keep that money to yourself for future..then he realises that i am correct..what tha? that means that he did not remember to save his money for his sake then rather with jolly with such cars thang....what an idiot rite???

haih still i am not finished my immunology and serology lab report plus DR.pallavi futhur readings and homeworks-pathogenesis. this is bad..i am procastinate too many works because i am soo lazy for this time being..i want to go for some holiday in advance with my bucuk but thing is he's still in exam mood for this wednesday...need to wait lah lagi....I MISS MY BUCUKKKKK.....uwaaaa

apa ada dengan kemarahan ?

setiap kemarahan berpunca dari kurangnya daya pengawalan sensitiviti diri selalunya berkait rapat dengan ketidak stabilan emosional, dan spiritual. begitulah jika dilihat kemarahan yang membuak2 antara setiap manusia-manusia yang tidak mendapat sepenuhnya hidayah dan tauhid daripada allah s.w.t . jika dilihat kemelesetan hidup yang melanda di rantau dunia ini banyak membangkitkan semangat kemarrahan setiap penduduknya. cuba direnungi, kita kini dilanda badai peperangan walaupun peperangan tersebut tidak dialami di bumi Maalaysia-nauzubillah tetapi bahang peperangan di bumi anbia' di Palestine terutamanya banyak memberi wacana pemikiran terhadap penduduk di sini. Gaza...kini dalam pertikaian di mana letaknya kini hak-hak mereka yang pasti...hak hak rakyat palestine yang kini kian meruncing dan mereka yang tidak berperikemanusiaan seperti belanda dapat tanah ??? 

APA ADA DENGAN KEMARAHAN??

renungkanlah kita di sini mewah dengan segala nikmat yang Allah s.w.t kurniakan, cuba lihat mereka saudara dan saudari kita di Gaza !!! mereka kebuluran, mereka sengsara, mereka tersa terbuang...hina, fisabilillah dan segalanya...

KEMARAHAN adalah salah satu cara yang mampu mereka ungkapkan...sudah bertahun mereka bermati-matian mempertahan bumi suci tanah air mereka yang kini dalam 'kemahuan' bangsa yang dianggap suci itu....kemana nilainya hormat,kasih-sayang,saling melengkapi sebagai makhluk tuhan yang bernas,dan 'di anggap sempurna itu'? sakit hati melihat saudara-saudara serta saudari-saudari kita yang menjadi mujahid di dalam peperangan. mereka kecik-kecil lagi sudah bernai berjihad dan terkorban..masyaallah...bagaimana pula dengan kita??? leka di arus kemodenan,kebaratan,hawa nafsu,dan keduniaan sampai bila kita mahu berteraskan barat yang mampu menyesatkan kita?? sudah tentu barat banyak memberi kita peluang dengan ilmu, kemodenan dan globalisasi yang infiniti berseerta teknologi yang 'sophisticated' tetapi, bila kita ingin menjadi sebuah bangsa yang akan diikuti dan dikagumi sekali lagi seperti zaman dahulu kala...zaman ibnu sina,zaman iskandar zulqarnain,zaman para anbia' yang mursyid terhadap ilmiah sehingga digeruni oleh 'mereka" !!!!! 

kemarahan yang bagkit terhadap umat islam kini seperti berbelah bagi...kesatuan dan kerjasama kita kian rapuh dek kemodenan infrastruktur yang telah dipelopori ...kita semakin layu..kita semakin lemah...BANGKIT WAHAI KAUM MUSLIMIN DAN MUSLIMAT....!!!!!!!! kita dalam kepongpong ancaman...kita semakin ditindas dan tertindas...kita perlu bersatu menjadi sebuah kesatuan yang kuat yang mampu bersuara lantang ! yang mampu bangkit semula menjadi sebuah bangsa yang akan digeruni suatu hari...seperti dahulu..